OMG YAY YOU'RE BACK!!!! *proceeds with the glomping*
And just who might you be, Sweetie?
Jk, of course I remember you. Thanks. *Glomps back*
OMG YAY YOU'RE BACK!!!! *proceeds with the glomping*
Today is my cousin's birthday! Looks like I'm going to eat cake later tonight! It's a win-win situation. I get to celebrate with her and I get to have dinner! \(^~^)/
So there's this new feature (new to me, at least) on DeviantArt called "ThoughtArt." This purportedly "[revolutionary new platform in art creation] uses touch-sensitive pads built into your existing keyboard and mouse to monitor your brainwaves and transmit them directly to [their] site." Quite frankly, it sounds like the most sublime form of BS. Strangely enough, however, every single one of my attempts at using it have rendered various images of canines. Quite peculiar...
Who am I?...
Did you read my mind?
...because I was just thinking the same thing...
I was going to make a really inspirational blog, but I think I'll do it some other time. I'm comfy and I don't feel like getting worked up right now. Also, I miss the people that have left, like Curm, Bell Pendant, and 43. And of course I miss Arky and Benny Poo (Chameleon).
I am like... in shambles kind of? I am so freaking close to something I've wanted for a long time now, and it's something my friends have constantly ridiculed me for not having. The deadline is tomorrow, and if this something is put into the gradebook then I am so screwed... I am so so so screwed, I will literally break down and start crying, haha. But then again, we were silently reading in my English class and we hear a "YESSSSSSSSSSS" next door, so I'm hoping whatever counted for their class counts for ours, because if it doesn't, then my hopes and dreams will be crushed. Dead serious.
Also wtf is donut sage and the lolian knight? el oh el
I give up too easily. What am I doing with my life? What am I doing here?
From just buying a game and and dropping it in a week, to putting off getting my GED and getting a better job, I can't do anything. I give up all the time or just don't want to do things that are hard. I want to do nothing and make tons of money nonetheless because I think I am a lazy bum.
I used to think very highly of myself - I still do in some regards - but I realized that I'm not anything special. I'm not even average. I am below average. In every aspect of a human being.
Man, **** my life.
So my plan seems to have worked. My mum messaged me today saying dad is moving out. I hoped that me packing up and leaving would be able to do it, and it did. Mum really needed to be seperated after years of mental manipulation and bull****, I also was beginning to feel effected so it was best for everyone including the development of my younger siblings. I'll be moving back in after all of his stuff is gone and she knows if he moves back in I'll be right back out of there. Thanks so much for your support and prayers guys, it means a lot to have your support behind me. Sure, things won't be perfect, but I hope this is a step in the right direction.
Lately, I've picked up a (bad) habit of comparing myself to other young adults who're around my age. Suddenly, I feel really, really 'inferior'; it's just borderline depressing (like, the 'real' thing). So I'm trying to figure all of this out... I'm almost certain that I'd experienced this feeling of inferiority sometime in the past—albeit for entirely different reasons—but it would be great if I could pinpoint exactly when it happened (if it did) and what I did to get over it, as it'd help me conquer it in the present. I can't seem to shake the feeling that this might have something to do with my past anxiety issues. Sigh. Figuring this out isn't going to be easy.
Sometimes...
I wish I wasn't even alive...
I can't post anything on the daily happy thread. This.. this is just too sudden. I just walked in my car after school, then the news my aunt told got me.
My other aunt's dying. Idk when but it's gonna be soon.
I'm taking a quick flight to my hometown tonight. Hopefully Vio's gonna come.
You heard Memory.
But.. yesterday night, out aunt passed away. For some reason, I feel guilty for feeling unaffected.. but at least she passed away happily.
May she rest in peace.
Why couldn't I keep my big mouth shut for once... now I have to navigate this hellhole of a city to find a nearby place to submit my passport application.
Just found out that the last of the three ferrets still alive has a tumour, which was the cause of the other two's deaths... His time may be up