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I'm sad because my earphones broke today. They cost 20 euros and lasted less time than my previous 8 euro ones

I really need to find something else to watch than same Youtube viedos I have watched at least 15 times already. Without Netflix it becomes quite a hard task to do, especially trying to find something that interests me. At least I found interesting looking anime, so there is that

I feel better than ever. I don't know why, but it feels like big stone has fallen of my heart and crushed my worries into tiny pieces. I feel hopefull again, like there is future worth reaching for, like there is hope for change in the horizon. It feels... strange

I don't know why I feel so empty. It is most likely my fly poop sized self confidemce and my extremely deep-rooted loneliness. I have nothing to be proud of either. I don't remember anyone saying "I'm proud of you" ever during my life and even if someone has, it propably was when I was just a...

I'm not sure what to do. I have completely lost all hope about myself. I feel empty and dead inside. I don't have even one wish, dream, desire or goal. I have no friends and I'm too shy to talk iRL people or even ínternet communities, such as Twitch chats. I'm all around just extremely medicore...

Last year I promised to be more social and get more friends. At end of the year I'm more lonelier that I have been in a long time... Sometimes I question the reason why I'm still alive...

I usually don't read books a lot, but now I have this weird desire to read a good, thrilling fantasy novel that would keep me interested and keep me on the edge of my seat while reading it. But I don't know any fantasy novels that would fit in the category, apart the usual Harry Potters and Lord...

I have been wondering and thinking that if there is Secret Santa event this Christmas, should I take part in it? I want to, but I'm also little scared...

My university book weigh almost 3,5 kilograms. RIP my back

Puppies are such a hassle sometimes. I don't remember our old dog being this much worrying and tiny bit annoying.

So happy right now! We are on road back home with our new puppy. It 's literally the cutest thing ever!

Tommorrow we are going to go and pick up our new family member! So excited and happy right now.

Today was long but still wonderfull day. We went to visit the kennel to look for puppies, and oh my goodness they were so cute. They didn't do much besides sleeping and waking up sometimes to check us. The kennel owner was very nice and talkative women with a lot of humor. We had some good time...

Sadly the kennel we are going only has golden retrievers and Nova Scotia duck tolling retrievers. So no pugs, unfortunaly And of course I am going to post some pictures at some point, we are talking about puppies. Who wouldn't want to see pictures of cute puppies.

I wish Saturday could come faster... We are going to go and look for puppies in kennel we contacted and have been in touch with. I really want a dog so I am super excited to go.

I am going to study biology (or life science, I am not sure which word to use). Good thing about biology is that it has a lot of branching paths to take, such as microbiology, cellbiology or hyrdology, so I have a lot to choose from.

I got accepted to university just moment ago. I don't know what to feel right now, I am happy and relieved at same time.

I'm running out things to draw and I don't really have any partical subject to choose from. I have a folder from which I choose what to draw and I fill it over time with things I find to draw them later, but it's getting kinda empty.

Holy heck I have so much cake in my fridge! I have a fruit cake, chocolate cake, at least three sandwich cakes and about two different pies. There is also tiger cake, cinnamon bun wreath and chocolate swiss roll. Plus a lot of cookies,too!

I don't like cleaning our house for the graduation ceremony. There is dust everywhere, everyone is super stressed about cleanining and preparing for party and it's making atmosphere kinda tense. I don't like tension or stress in or between my family memebers.

I went shopping with my mother and sister. Bought the garduation cap and shoes for the dress, so I should have everything for the graduation ceremony ready to go.

Trip to buy a dress for graduation ceremony went better than I expected. I only broke down and cried once, because my self-esteem and my basic body shape didn't really go together well. I have zero self-love and so when dealing with things, like fitting clothes, it usually doesn't end happily or...

Feeling kinda bored during days, not much to do apart from playing games and drawing. I live so far away from major city centrals, so going out shopping and such is not an option and I don't have any friends to hang out with. I mean, I could try and chat in the Shoutbox , but I'm kinda scared to...

No, in Finland we don't get robes when we finish high school. We get graduation caps, but we usually attend high school graduation ceremony with dresses or suit on, depending your gender. Sure, we need to buy the graduation caps ourselves first, which are then given to us in the ceremony, so we...

I just feel happy right now. I finishes high school, completed all neccessery 75 courses and now I'm just waiting for finals results and graduation ceremony. Of course I still need to go and buy a dress for graduation ceremony, which stresses me, since I hate shopping for clothes, but it's not...

Just chilling from stressfull schoolwork by drawing, mainly BOTW weaponry, such as Lynel weapons

The day of light and salvation has arrived! Breath of the wild came yesterday and today we can finally play it. (Right after my sister comes home from school...)

Depression log, Day 11: We have waited over week and our Gamestop still doesn't have any more copies of Breath of the Wild. Sad.

Me and my sister are really depressed right now. We need to wait about two weeks to get BOTW, since our Gamestop was out of copies. I am sad.

One of four final exams is over. Only biology, geography and math to go.

I just bought costume for my schools festival for canditate for the matriculation examination, which is called "Penkkarit" in Finland. I will dress as Flareon, it's simple hoodie, but it look cute enough.

I have this weird urge to post some of my line-art drawings to the Drawing section, but I'm not so sure about it.

My computer got sick of Windows 10 ads and all that " Get Windows 10 now! Million people has already downloaded it! Do it now!" stuff, so it desicided to preupload it without even asking me .-. So here I am, chilling with my new Windows 10, even though I wasn't prepared or mentally ready to...

I don't know what weapon to draw next. There is so many choices to choose from. Today I drew Oathkeeper and Gracefull Dahlia from Kingdom hearts series and Tsumugari from Okami. I have drew almost all important and famous weapons that are in first Kingdom hearts and Chain of Memories. I need...

I'm kinda happy right now. My dog is doing so much better now, abscess is gone and now there is only a tiny hole among all that fur. Now I just hope that he isn't that stupid and start scratching it when we aren't looking, but anyways. He looks so happy now, and he looks so much better without...

Yeah, my dad put a binding to it and now it no longer can scratch it. I hope he gets better now. Thanks for your tips and help, I really appreciate them. I have never had a long converstation with anyone, so maybe this helps me social side too :)

He can't directly lick it, since it' s kinda low in the neck, but he usually try to scratch it an then lick the paw. We are trying to stop it from doing that, but it's propably itchy, so I kinda understand the scratching. Currently the it's open, it had a scrap, but it dropped off. The wound is...

It is kinda hard to clean, but we have been using towel and cleaning spray meant for dog wounds that we got from the vet, sometimes moisturized piece of tissue ( I really don't know how to describe it), also I don't often watch the process, since it disgusting. It often creates big scrap when it...

We have take him to vet, but vet said that there is not that they can do to it, unless they do surgery. But surgery is big risk for dog in that age, and he doesn't have any other problems, so we really don't want to take the risk of him dying to surgery. And vet also didn't recommed surgery for...

I'm really worried about my dog. It has this disgusting abscess full of interstitial fluids on right side of his neck. It has been growing bigger and bigger, my parents are trying to empty it, but it always grows and fills up back again. It bleeds often blood and those fluids, and it just looks...

It's usually kinda cold in here from December to February, at least in January temprature can drop to -20 celsius around here, not so much in the capital, but still. I wish you the best of luck to get picked up. Getting to live in another country is amazing chance that no one wants to miss.

You are coming to Finland? That's really cool. I live in Eastern Finland and I can say it's really nice country to live in. Which month are they planning to come?

I have this weird must to draw things from Xenoblade Chronicles. I already have drawn two of the Monado's and face's of two Faced Mechons. Luckily i have day off from school tommorrow, so I can spend my day drawing some more. Most shoking thing is that I'm really happy pleased about them...

I don't understand how someone likes mayonese, I find it absolutely disgusting, along with bacon. I just can't eat them, they make me feel really disgusted and sick

i have been playing Xenoblade Chronicles X wayy too much. I even forgot that I had essay to return, so I needed to stay up over midnight to write it. But loving the game so far, it's brilliant.

I got a new phone today and so happy about it. I just need to learn the basic stuff and how to use some programs. Screen is so huge, it is about double of size of my old phone, so I have problems how to carry with me. There wasn't any covers in store, so I just need to put it in my bag's pouch.

Today is my birthday, and I got cake. Everything is now fine in universe

My dog creeps me out sometimes. Last evenging, I came from shower and while I was changing my clothes, my dog just sat and stared me in front of my room's door. He just stared me whole evening and night, which was kinda odd.

So... School starts after two weeks. To be honest I'm not looking forward to it. I'm at second year in upper secondary school. My first year wasn't that nice, I got ingored by my classmates, made all teamworks all alone because no one wanted do them with me and i don't have anyone that I know...

Fact that my life has no meaining...