Shadsie
Sage of Tales
*Skims topic*
I've been here a year. What the heck?
I came here orignially when Mases used to have a fanart feature - a special little feature every month regarding artwork submitted to partner-site North Castle - personal picks for cool, interesting artwork. Multiple works of mine were featured - as in, I had an artwork on the monthly "hey, look at this!" topic for more than one month. Lady Juliet, owner and proprietor of North Castle would email me to let me know this, and link me to the thread. Eventually (this was after different works by me had been featured something like four or five months?) I was so flattered that I felt the need to register and post a topic thanking Mases for being so kind regarding my little fan arts. I *wasn't* planning on sticking around, because, to me, this was a "big forum" and therefore something scary. I was just "easing into" Legend of Zelda fandom/online disscussion - while I'd found something of a family-feel at North Castle, I feared what a bigger forum would be like. You see, I'd just come out of rather turmoiled anime/manga fandom. I'd been in enough stupid, knockdown-dragout fights that got spread through most of the fandom... and even to third-party "point and mock" sites that stick their noses into random internet fights..... argh. I was just, shall we say.. scarred. (It wasn't like I didn't deserve some of what I got, really, but... argh, I just didn't want to go anywhere where I'd get into constant stupid battles over something that was supposed to be entertaining and fun). I was having fun with the Legend of Zelda and I didn't want that run ruined like my last fandom was ruined for me, so, naturally, I thought "big forum... lots of people mean lots of potential for stupid...I shouldn't stick around."
Then, somehow, I got interested in some of the threads and got to posting on them and I saw people being friendly and respectful. And then people started telling me how much they liked my input, and people giving me Reputation...
And, well, it's a year later and I'm here.
I really like how this place is big on respect. There's a certain level of intelligence here and, even when there are different opinions on things, I haven't seen a lot in the way of putting people down - and when that happens, it's quickly nixed. The mods here do a great job... and most importantly, they actually *care.* I've been on communities where even the adminstrators/owners didn't give a whit about what went on or how their people treated each other - this place has it's "royalty" actually involved and caring.
Also, (this is going to sound real "classy," I know)... I like that people seem to really like and have a high respect for me here. I have problems with depression and the like. I have a hard time forgiving myself when I make mistakes. I'm used to thinking of myself as something lowly, and wondering if my thoughts and opinons are "wrong." Many people here seem to hang on my every word whenever I make a post - replying to agree with my posts, or tell me that I made them think... and then, having the multiple-bars of reputation and the "name known to all" is pretty special to me. It's one of those little things in life that tell me that maybe I'm not a screw-up... people actually think I'm intelligent and thoughtful! *Gasp!* Heh. In one of the forum games, I caught someone calling me a "legendary" fan fiction writer. I got called "legendary." That's special, too. It made me feel good. So, yeah, I like that I'm "high on the totem pole" around here.
I've been here a year. What the heck?
I came here orignially when Mases used to have a fanart feature - a special little feature every month regarding artwork submitted to partner-site North Castle - personal picks for cool, interesting artwork. Multiple works of mine were featured - as in, I had an artwork on the monthly "hey, look at this!" topic for more than one month. Lady Juliet, owner and proprietor of North Castle would email me to let me know this, and link me to the thread. Eventually (this was after different works by me had been featured something like four or five months?) I was so flattered that I felt the need to register and post a topic thanking Mases for being so kind regarding my little fan arts. I *wasn't* planning on sticking around, because, to me, this was a "big forum" and therefore something scary. I was just "easing into" Legend of Zelda fandom/online disscussion - while I'd found something of a family-feel at North Castle, I feared what a bigger forum would be like. You see, I'd just come out of rather turmoiled anime/manga fandom. I'd been in enough stupid, knockdown-dragout fights that got spread through most of the fandom... and even to third-party "point and mock" sites that stick their noses into random internet fights..... argh. I was just, shall we say.. scarred. (It wasn't like I didn't deserve some of what I got, really, but... argh, I just didn't want to go anywhere where I'd get into constant stupid battles over something that was supposed to be entertaining and fun). I was having fun with the Legend of Zelda and I didn't want that run ruined like my last fandom was ruined for me, so, naturally, I thought "big forum... lots of people mean lots of potential for stupid...I shouldn't stick around."
Then, somehow, I got interested in some of the threads and got to posting on them and I saw people being friendly and respectful. And then people started telling me how much they liked my input, and people giving me Reputation...
And, well, it's a year later and I'm here.
I really like how this place is big on respect. There's a certain level of intelligence here and, even when there are different opinions on things, I haven't seen a lot in the way of putting people down - and when that happens, it's quickly nixed. The mods here do a great job... and most importantly, they actually *care.* I've been on communities where even the adminstrators/owners didn't give a whit about what went on or how their people treated each other - this place has it's "royalty" actually involved and caring.
Also, (this is going to sound real "classy," I know)... I like that people seem to really like and have a high respect for me here. I have problems with depression and the like. I have a hard time forgiving myself when I make mistakes. I'm used to thinking of myself as something lowly, and wondering if my thoughts and opinons are "wrong." Many people here seem to hang on my every word whenever I make a post - replying to agree with my posts, or tell me that I made them think... and then, having the multiple-bars of reputation and the "name known to all" is pretty special to me. It's one of those little things in life that tell me that maybe I'm not a screw-up... people actually think I'm intelligent and thoughtful! *Gasp!* Heh. In one of the forum games, I caught someone calling me a "legendary" fan fiction writer. I got called "legendary." That's special, too. It made me feel good. So, yeah, I like that I'm "high on the totem pole" around here.