I am getting increasingly frustrated about being out of work. This is the longest I have gone in my entire life without any work or school and it has not been affecting me well. Spurs of depression have occurred and my ADHD has been banging on my door every day in a stronger form than it's been in a while. I feel extremely unproductive and don't know how to handle it. I'm the type of person who needs obligations in order to feel any sense of self worth, so going so long without them is just bad for me.
Unfortunately, there's a chance I won't be returning to work until September which is when my next semester of classes starts so I've got another month and a half of this.