A friend of mine invited me and 7 other people I know to a sorta holiday get together in a couple weeks. I really can't decide if I want to go or not. Like, I like and know all of them, but with her parents and siblings that's upwards of 14 people and I'm not great at social gatherings. I always feel bad because I don't really talk to anyone and then everyone thinks I'm having a bad time. Plus if there's food people get mad at me for not eating anything. I feel like it'd probably be fun, but I know if I go I'm just gonna be awkward and quiet the whole time.