I think I realized today why I have been too scared to come out as bi IRL. I told one of my best friends today and he walked away. Just like that. I lost a good friend because of my sexuality.
To be honest, he probably wasn't all that great of a friend to not accept me for who I am, but it sure did nothing to boost my confidence, and I am really sad about him just walking away. For years, he's been the person I go to when I need to talk about, well, anything. And then I tell him this, and he walks. It's hurtful. It really pisses me off knowing people are judgmental like that.
He was easily one of the best friends I ever had, and now he might as well be dead because he made it quite clear I'm nothing to him now.
Wow, this has been quite a day for sure...