Tbh, I'll be kinda relieved if I end up lynched day one. I'm way out of my depth in this setting. I think that's contributing to how people are reading me. Yes, my reads were an attempt to fit in, because I usually don't read on the first day. I'm really grabbing at whatever I can at this point. I'm trying to keep up, but it doesn't feel like it's enough. I feel like I'm getting scumread for saying something, and for not saying enough at the same time. This is game 5 for me if you count the one I subbed in for. I was not ready for this. Sorry. I'll try and do better. Just give me a little bit to go back through and try to reply to everyone.