Gotta travel miles for Daisy to have her surgery today. She has lost a lot of weight over the last two days despite eating and drinking normally. My last rat who needed surgery, Pancake, was a fairly big rat whereas Daisy and her sister never really got very big.
With her size and her weight loss and the size of her lump i'm really concerned that she won't make it.
I feel awful half kind of hoping she doesnt. The vet has said they may not be entirely able to remove the whole lump which means she'll likely have a lesser life after her surgery.
My job is ending soon too and I'm not happy about that, stupid seasonal work. I need something else but the country is so ****ed you can't guarantee your place of employment will still be in business on a few months time. Ive had two other jobs this year and both companies have gone bust and things don't seem to be getting any better.
Astral Chain is out tomorrow and I'd like nothing more than to curl up with what I think will be an incredible game but I won't be free to play it until bloody Wednesday.
There's also no food in the house and I don't have time to go and get more.
I'm not sleeping well either so things feel way more stressful than they probably are. Still doesn't help with how i'm feeling though.
Meeeh.
A Direct may help to cheer me up... *psst* talking to you, Nintendo.
With her size and her weight loss and the size of her lump i'm really concerned that she won't make it.
I feel awful half kind of hoping she doesnt. The vet has said they may not be entirely able to remove the whole lump which means she'll likely have a lesser life after her surgery.
My job is ending soon too and I'm not happy about that, stupid seasonal work. I need something else but the country is so ****ed you can't guarantee your place of employment will still be in business on a few months time. Ive had two other jobs this year and both companies have gone bust and things don't seem to be getting any better.
Astral Chain is out tomorrow and I'd like nothing more than to curl up with what I think will be an incredible game but I won't be free to play it until bloody Wednesday.
There's also no food in the house and I don't have time to go and get more.
I'm not sleeping well either so things feel way more stressful than they probably are. Still doesn't help with how i'm feeling though.
Meeeh.
A Direct may help to cheer me up... *psst* talking to you, Nintendo.