- Joined
- Sep 23, 2013
- Location
- United States
I feel so useless right now. I'm never gonna get a job or get married while one of my cousins is getting married soon. Seriously, I'm like the only woman in my area that is not married or working. I'm still living in a ****** double-wide trailer in the most *****est part of the state while dealing with my mom. I'm never gonna change myself. I've come to a realization that I'm the only person that's still living in the past while others like my cousin are moving on. Doesn't help that I never wanted to be married, but now I wish I had a boyfriend just so I can have somebody to talk to whenever I'm depressed. Sadly, my life's never gonna change. I'm still gonna be the person that's still playing video games and being on the computer 24 hours a day. I'm such a worthless person.......