A lot of basic **** comes hard for me whether it's math, speaking, or even stocking shelves. I tried to have pride to dodge my shortcomings but it didn't turn out as the aftermath of my work no matter if its studying, working, or even attempting to fix something was always the same: "almost". I can't have pride in "almost" or "good enough". I'm a ****ing nobody. I'm not creative and I don't know how to think critically. I just don't know what to do anymore. What's the point of a mediocre life dude. Keep on keeping on but for what.