Jamie

I can't believe I never came in here to tell you the news, this summer was so crazy and hectic that too many things were going on.

Remember when you acted as my cupid back in early 2018 and got Nautas and I together? Well, we're married now, and he'll be moving in with me in a few months! Amazing how much can happen in 6 years.

It still hurts seeing the "Last seen: Jun 7, 2018" up there, especially since you were banned at the time. I love how your silly Ushio-Bok avatar is eternalized though, haha. I remember starting out being offended by that, since Nautas and I had pug-sloth avatars, but looking back it's pretty freaking hilarious.

I'm happy now. My life is in a really good place and the future looks bright. I always wish you could be a part of it, but I've never stopped thinking of you! You were here with us, on June 19, when the knot was tied.

I sincerely hope you've been well!

Happy birthday man. I really miss you.

Been thinking about the old days again. I sorry your life had so much pain and hurt I didn't see. I hope I didn't make it worse for you. We had a falling out that I handled poorly. I should have been a better friend. I really wish things had been different, that I could have made things better before it was too late. The rest of us from back then all miss you so much. Good bye, old friend. I am sorry it took this long for me to say so.

Was going through some old Mafia threads man, and I really miss playing with you. You brought something special to the games. You'd love playing now too. So many interesting people going this little forum to play Mafia. It's crazy. I'm hoping you're at peace and happy wherever you are dude. It'll be a while, but I can't wait to meet you again in another life

Miss you man

Was going through a thread and couldn't help but smile at some of your debate threads, really good stuff. You are very much love and missed, and I hope you are resting well. 2020 has been a whole decade already of weirdness.

I love you man. This past year has been really hard, but we've been getting through it. So much has happened that would have made you happy. The Raptors won the NBA for the first time. Connor and I are close again. Nautas and I are still together. That last one is on you, still can't thank you enough for that. I still think about you all the time and cry when I remember I can't talk to you anymore. There is so much I wish I could say to you. I guess for now I'll just say thanks for being one of the best friends I've ever had. I really owe you a lot and appreciate everything you've done for me. You meant more to me, and many others, than I think you realized. I hope you have discovered happiness somewhere, in a new life. You deserve it, more than most.

Bro the Browns have a bandwagon. Can you ****ing believe that ****?

The Spurs are probably going to make the playoffs AGAIN. What an incredible organization.

Also I would like you to know that my Orlando Magic are playoff bound!

Hey, man. It’s been a while. Just wanted to say that isn’t it crazy that the Browns might actually be good next season. Miss you man and hope you’re doing well. I don’t actually believe in an afterlife or anything but I hope you are someplace special right now. I miss you, man. I think about you almost every day. I wish you were still here with us.

Jamie;

1 year ago today, you did what no friend had ever done for me before, and what I didn't think anybody would ever do for me because that kind of goodness is rare in our society. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have the unending happiness I have now with the person I love. You helped me achieve that. I owe you so much and yet I never got the chance to repay you. I want you to know how much it meant to me.

I miss seeing you online, even if I didn't talk to you much... that's something I regret a lot. Hopefully we will all see each other again one day. I can't wait for that. Until then... Rest in Peace.

I've been thinking about you all day. A lot is about to change for me Jamie. My entire life will never be the same. You will never have known the version of me that will undoubtedly come from this. Once we thought we'd go through it together. But I know you'd have been supportive. Merry Christmas.

The fact I’ll never get to speak to you again or reminisce makes me so sad. I come back here every so often to see what my friends are up to and see if I can catch up. Today I came to check beck on a few people and found out this news.

In another life, I wish today I could have saw you online. I wanted to ask what you were doing with your life, talk about sports, games, and just chat ****.

You taught me how to be open with my feelings and not be ashamed. I unfortunately unlearned everything you taught me. You were the only person I ever trusted with my deepest thoughts and feelings. You knew everything. And now I am really really grappling with my inabilty to express myself. If the afterlife isn’t bull****, please send me a sign as to what to do. Please.