Was going through a thread and couldn't help but smile at some of your debate threads, really good stuff. You are very much love and missed, and I hope you are resting well. 2020 has been a whole decade already of weirdness.
I love you man. This past year has been really hard, but we've been getting through it. So much has happened that would have made you happy. The Raptors won the NBA for the first time. Connor and I are close again. Nautas and I are still together. That last one is on you, still can't thank you enough for that. I still think about you all the time and cry when I remember I can't talk to you anymore. There is so much I wish I could say to you. I guess for now I'll just say thanks for being one of the best friends I've ever had. I really owe you a lot and appreciate everything you've done for me. You meant more to me, and many others, than I think you realized. I hope you have discovered happiness somewhere, in a new life. You deserve it, more than most.
Hey, man. It’s been a while. Just wanted to say that isn’t it crazy that the Browns might actually be good next season. Miss you man and hope you’re doing well. I don’t actually believe in an afterlife or anything but I hope you are someplace special right now. I miss you, man. I think about you almost every day. I wish you were still here with us.
1 year ago today, you did what no friend had ever done for me before, and what I didn't think anybody would ever do for me because that kind of goodness is rare in our society. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have the unending happiness I have now with the person I love. You helped me achieve that. I owe you so much and yet I never got the chance to repay you. I want you to know how much it meant to me.
I've been thinking about you all day. A lot is about to change for me Jamie. My entire life will never be the same. You will never have known the version of me that will undoubtedly come from this. Once we thought we'd go through it together. But I know you'd have been supportive. Merry Christmas.
The fact I’ll never get to speak to you again or reminisce makes me so sad. I come back here every so often to see what my friends are up to and see if I can catch up. Today I came to check beck on a few people and found out this news.
In another life, I wish today I could have saw you online. I wanted to ask what you were doing with your life, talk about sports, games, and just chat ****.
You taught me how to be open with my feelings and not be ashamed. I unfortunately unlearned everything you taught me. You were the only person I ever trusted with my deepest thoughts and feelings. You knew everything. And now I am really really grappling with my inabilty to express myself. If the afterlife isn’t bull****, please send me a sign as to what to do. Please.
Just found out a few minutes ago that he left 2 months before I joined. I don't know what to say, I'm not going to pretend that I know what everyone here must feel like. I'm just very sorry about what happened.The least I can do is keep him in my thoughts. It's so shameful that I didn't find out about this until today. That's all I can really say,I don't want to accidentally upset someone.
Hey man... I am missing you. I wish you knew how much you meant to me. We weren't very close but... you were a friend to me. It haunts me constantly because you were a very important person to me.. and I don't know if you ever knew that. Tristan said you thought highly of me... but I don't know if I can believe that. I wish we were closer. You were a great dude. I just hope somehow you know I miss you every day.
Few days late but the Browns finally won a game and everyone lost their **** over it. I wish I could have seen your reaction to this as some of my fondest memories of you is you talking **** about the Browns. XD