ive always been scared of spiders. honestly, now my new phobia is death. Im not scared of dying, but what scares me about it is hurting my mom and my niece and nephew by dying. i fear giving them the pain of not having me around. im like a father to my nephew who's dad isnt around, and now he lost his grandpa(my dad) and to lose me would crush him. and i was sort of traumatized by what i went through the day my dad died, death is now so real to me and i fear it, i feel as is anyone can die any given second. so i suppose thats my new phobia.