Feel okay, I guess. Had a job interview today, so I'm kind of hopeful too that I'll get it.
For the first time in what seems like months, I feel like complete crap. Restrictions in real life, I can deal with. No communication in real life, I can deal with. But when I can't speak with my friends that I care about (which is mainly my online/internet friends), that's when I lose. It's just a huge snowball effect right now. I can always deal with my mother and brother's constant negativity about me but tonight was the first time in a while when their words actually inflicted damage to me. I'm such a wreck...
For the first time in what seems like months, I feel like complete crap. Restrictions in real life, I can deal with. No communication in real life, I can deal with. But when I can't speak with my friends that I care about (which is mainly my online/internet friends), that's when I lose. It's just a huge snowball effect right now. I can always deal with my mother and brother's constant negativity about me but tonight was the first time in a while when their words actually inflicted damage to me. I'm such a wreck...