My complete inability to relax when I call in sick for work. I keep having this edge feeling of hmmm if I pushed myself I guess I COULD’VE gone to work.. then a voice inside my head says it’s important to rest when you have depression. But I just end up feeling super guilty anyway ... I feel like this will be the last time I call in sick. Next time I’m gonna have to pull myself together. But I also feel like I’m not the one to talk when I say to others that it’s important to rest when you feel like ****.