Terminus
If I was a wizard this wouldn't be happening to me
Just ordered this :]
There's apparently a disorder that causes somebody to be gloomy and depressed if they don't get enough sunlight/vitamin d, so it appears as if the weather affects their mood. I probably have it. I mean, I was talking to my mom the other day about how my mood seems to be affected by the weather and she told me about it, and that I might have it like my grandma.
Real post of what is on my mind:
Last couple of weeks or so I have been a real misery guts, feeling like **** and not even being able to feel excited about going to uni and stuff in September and other things going on because I was just letting everything get on top of me. Literally spent everyday in tears over something lol and half of it was either in my head or just purely stupid. But you know what I've remembered? It can be hard to do something about your situation when it's just crap, but the fact is, you have to take the first step. Don't stand on the edge wondering about all the 'what if's', just go and do it. At worst you made a mistake and you can learn from it and at best it was the right thing to do and you'll feel better. And sometimes that first step is nothing but time- everyone should allow themselves time whether that's to get over a break up or to get better from an illness or even after you've had a fight with a loved one.
Why am I one of the worst people to ever exist?
Perpetual self-depreciationWhy am I one of the worst people to ever exist?
You are no such thing. You're a great guy and you're a lot of fun to talk to. You're a good friend.Why am I one of the worst people to ever exist?
Records are made to be broken. For all you know you're going to set a huge one, don't set yourself up for failure.The future scares me. I haven't gone this long since a major life scale **** up in years.
Records are made to be broken. For all you know you're going to set a huge one, don't set yourself up for failure.
It's sad; I'm 25 and I still sleep with plush things.