Things That Are on Your Mind

[Vanessa28]

So much to do, so little time ...oh well poor lil' old me

 

[Vanessa28]

Ask Victor who the heck that is

 

[Vanessa28]

Why are my feet so cold? I hate cold feet

 

[Aurelia]

Fig never wants to skype with me

so alone

so cold

;-;

 

[Libk]

Had fun playing magic today. Wish I coulda played more

 

[Mellow Ezlo]

What the hell is this? I want to cry

 

[tketle]

Just restrung my guitar and it sounds beautiful again.

 

[Fig]

I need to vent. I know that's not a good idea here, but I honestly don't care if you guys poke fun at me, or push me down even more, or get mad, or thinking I'm trying to grab attention. I just need to let it all out.

Spoiler

I hate being pushed around. I hate being treated as a joke. I hate being judged by my cover. I hate being judged because of my past. No one cares that I changed. No one cares that I've been trying to be a better person. They just say I can't and push me down in the ground. I hate it when the few people who actually care about me pick me up and someone is always there to push me down. No one has ever tried to be close to me before I met her. No one wanted to be my friend. Even when I thought I had a close friend I realized later that they never liked me. No one wanted to be my friend for long. I was so lost and alone. I couldn't find companionship. Even my family doesn't want to be close to me. I was the outcast all of my life. I couldn't find anyone to talk to about my interest. No one related to me. No one cared about me. Everyone just left me. ZD wasn't even any different. I just wish people respected me. I wish people cared about me. I wish people didn't get mad when I felt down... I just want comfort... I've been insulted for every opinion I have. Everything about me is poked fun at... Even people I knew who were openly against bullying liked to hurt me... It's hard to have confidence...

Someone please make me smile...

Hey Pancake, I may not know what you is going on in your neck of the woods right now but for what it's worth, I just want to say that you are a very sincere, gentle, kind, and talented guy. Never let anyone tell you other wise. It really saddens my heart that you feel like that. Hopefully when you read this message you will feel a whole lot better. Hope you have a safe and beautiful night. Never give up, trust your instincts! You have all of us and we will support in every step in the way.

 

[CynicalSquid]

I forgot my religion on FB was set to "Hylian" xD

 

[Curmudgeon]

I have a Ke$ha song stuck in my head... What did I do to offend the universe so?

 

[Fig]

One thing that has been on my mind was the increasing of the Ice Climbers. I don't understand why people are disliking them? It's not like they are in a Uber tier. It's quite easy to take down the Ice Climbers, but if I am going to stick with them then I guess I have to accept the upcoming dislike for them. On that note, this easily be applied to other aspects in my life, but then again not everyone is going to like me so if I do get hate I should accept and simply smile back at them and still call them my closest friends in life.

 

[Wolf Sage]

I have no sort of proof of having any skills, thus jobs seem like a distant hope...

McDonald's is always hiring~

 

[Fig]

Though these past few days, I tried being there for my friends. The harsh truth came out and as it seems they got tired of my help and pretty much left me in depressing mood. So now I'm wondering to myself, am I really being the prick here for just trying to help out others? I really don't know what I should do anymore. All I wanted out of life was to always help out everyone I truly care about in my life and build stronger friendships as the days goes. I've never felt so heartbroken and shattered. Things were getting so good for me and now it feels like time has stopped. I could use a hug right now...

 

[Aurelia]

Figgy hon, sometimes you have to realise the problem is not you itself but more of what the person is going through. They could have a bad day and they accidentally take it out on someone they didn't mean to. Its one of those things to not take personal, but try to show that you care and you're there when they need you at most.

 

[Vanessa28]

So the sun is shining and it is a beautiful day