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Well, I'm homeless, out of school, sick, and now jobless. All this in one day.
I hate what I've done...
I just hate myself...
I'm not saying this for attention or sympathy.... It's actually how I feel...
Because you know you did something terrible when they tell you they don't like dwelling on things for too long... and then the dwell on something for what seems like forever...
I'm a terrible person...
Honestly, even though it seems to be present within the last few weeks or so, this has always been around and it will stay. Recent Zelda topics have died down quite a lot over the past few months as this 6-12 months ago this forum was mostly about such topics. Maybe it's because A Link Between Worlds has come and gone.This forum and forums in general.
Forums are a really fun place to talk about a favorite subject, such as Zelda on this Zelda forum. And with a forum, there are opportunities to meet nice people.
But all I see lately are people just arguing who is right and who is wrong. Whether it be about Religion or Pokemon. Then people turn on others who were once friends because of their different beliefs. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of it all.
I sometimes just want to leave from the forum for a while but I can't. I just can't. I care about the people too much. Even through all of the petty arguments that are had on here.
I also know how you feel. And... it's like not knowing the person's true feelings about it (despite them saying it's ok) is haunting and overwhelming and just like pulls you underground until you, like, shut yourself off from the world. Thoughts that sting stay in your mind forever and never escape, and prolong the suffering. Trust me... I know. I know. They'll ebb away eventually... but sometimes it takes longer than it should...Samarium said:I hate what I've done...
I just hate myself...
I'm not saying this for attention or sympathy.... It's actually how I feel...
Because you know you did something terrible when they tell you they don't like dwelling on things for too long... and then the dwell on something for what seems like forever...
I'm a terrible person...