***** you listen loud and clear, I'm only gonna explain this once: you can't be doting on people. It's not healthy. Yes people may mean a lot to you. Yes there are very special people out there. However one cannot let the depressive grays of life get to them. People have to leave - it's natural. All you can do is support them, and do your own thing until they get back. None of this "omg i miss her Q_QQQQQQQQQQQ" stuff. How do you think they would feel if all you did was miss them? They want you to succeed just as much as you want them to be happy!
and yes i know i just told you something that has nothing to do with you