Feeling a little better today than the last few weeks, which have been terrible. Yesterday I met up with a friend and talked over everything that is getting me down, some things that I haven't told anyone before and he was supportive It's good to get things off your chest, trust is a big issue for me though and I find it hard to trust people enough to talk with them do this was a pretty big deal for me.
So yeah, feeling slightly better
You never know Jimmy he may be telling others about it behind your back, in all honesty trust no one unless what you're entrusting them with isn't too much of a big deal.