Mm... Now I am, effectively, very suspicious of Rish. Toan obviously hates Dragirs... And both Din and Rad fought for the wrong side of the fight before.
Din? Where did you get that impression. Din doesn't know anything of her past. Though yes, Rad did fight 'for the wrong' side, to to speak.
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Chapter 9 - The Beauty and the Beast
The only thing she was aware of was the sound of breathing. Din wasn’t even sure if it was her own. She could hear the breaths coming and going in deep but uneven bursts. She listened for something else, but heard nothing. She tried to shift herself but she didn’t seem to be able to feel her limbs. She searched and found her face. Slowly she opened one eye, the other following half a second later. She squinted as the light caught her, but she peaked through her eyelashes. She could see a window with a light purple curtain hanging from the roof. This was the source of the light. The late afternoon sun shone through the window to where she lay. She glanced downward and saw the matching purple blanket covering her. Her senses slowly started to comeback and she could feel the soft bed under her side and the pillow under her head. She was in a bedroom, one that seemed to have been lived in very little. She turned her head, only slightly, to see the bed, a single dresser and a mirror as the only furniture in the room. Din looked toward the wall opposite the bed where she lay, and saw the source of the breathing sound. Rad was sitting in a chair beside the footboard of the bed. His elbows on his knees and his faced pressed into the heels of his hands. His dark hair was hanging down. Din could not see his face. He had removed his armor but did not appear relaxed at all.
Her first reaction was to be relieved. Rad was with her; she was safe. But then she remembered what she had seen. She looked at the top of Rad’s head full of hair very carefully. She looked down the back of his neck to his shoulders, where only his shoulder blades were visible. Din thought hard, she was sure of what she saw, but she was in so much pain, she could have hallucinated… Unsure of what to do she moved slightly, uncomfortable with her own thoughts. The movement of her hips and legs caught Rad’s attention and he looked up toward her face. Rad’s eyes widened as he saw that she was looking at him, eyes open.
“Din.” Rad got up and hurried over to her. He dropped to the floor and reached to grab her hand lying on the bed in front of her face. Din flinched back from the motion and Rad hesitated. He dropped his hand into his lap and looked down at his legs folded on the floor. He was silent for a long moment.
“I thought I’d lost you…” Rad’s voice was distant and sad yet held a flicker of relief. He looked up at her. “You have slept for two whole days. And I think you sucked the heat out of me entirely at least three times.” Rad looked at her with worried eyes.
Din processed what he said very slowly. Two days? She took his heat while unconscious? Din shook her head slightly. The demon had very powerful magic. The demon! Had she been killed? Rad had killed Twinrova once she had lost consciousness? She had seen him…change. She knew what she had seen. Din looked at Rad, confusion and a flicker of fear appeared in her eyes.
“You…she…” Her voice was quiet.
“She has been dealt with.” Rad’s voice was gentle and reassuring. He looked at her with kind eyes. “You are safe, Din.”
She was feeling much more conscious and her thoughts began to come at a more regular pace. He had been able to Twinrova on his own? She thought hard about this. He had changed! She was sure of it now; that is why he was able to fight the vampire and win. Din looked away and up at the ceiling. Rolling onto her back she pushed herself up to a sitting position. After a moment she turned her head and looked down at him. “Rad, you…had…wings.”
Rad’s eyes widened from their concerned expression to disbelief and exasperation. He very quickly stood and turned his back to her, facing the window. One of his hands flew to his face and covered it. Din saw the anger roll out of his eyes before he got them covered.
Din knew by his reaction that she was right. “And…on your head there was… your hair changed color, and your skin…” Din’s quiet questions trailed off as she saw his shoulders slump and his breaths come much faster and shallower.
She starred at his back for a long moment. She was unsure of whether to be afraid or to trust all that she knew of him. He had looked so ferocious, but he had been so kind and gentle with her all this time.
Rad took two deep and strained breaths in through his teeth. He tried to suppress the anger mounting within him. Rad slowly turned his head to his right indicating that he was to speak to her, but he did not turn around, nor look at Din. “I’m not what you have thought I am, Din… I’m a monster.” He turned his full back to her again and took three angry steps to the window, leaning on the ledge with his palms. Rad was digging his fingernails into the wood as the thoughts ran through his mind. She had seen his true form. In the moment he hadn’t been able to hold the Hylian guise, he had morphed to his stronger Dragir form. He had thought she was gone, unconscious at least, but she had seen the monster that he is, the one he had tried to hide from her. Her voice interrupted his thoughts.
“Rad…”
He flinched a little at his name and closed his eyes, emotion rushing to the surface. He slowly turned his shoulders and looked at her from a profile stance, not wanting to face her, he knew what was coming. Judgment.
“You are no monster.”
The reply did not tap him in the slightest; he knew why she was saying it. Because she didn’t know, she hadn’t really seen, she only saw the beginning of the transformation. How could she feel the same about him now that she knew? He turned to her. “Yes I am, Din. I am a monster, I kill, I steal, I lie, and I look every bit as vile as I am.”
Din cut his words there with a single shake of her head and a furrowed expression. She searched for an explanation in her own mind. How could he be two different people?
“Yet, you saved me, you cared for me, and you protected me.”
Rad looked at her for a moment, trying to process her reaction. She wasn’t upset; she was defending him even. With a deep breath, Rad dropped his gaze to the floor.
Din was silent for a long moment. She knew who he was. He had protected her, helped her, and showed kindness and affection for her. She looked up at him, still standing in the same spot.
“Rad, who we are is not based on what we appear to be.”
Rad was having trouble processing this type of response. This was something he had not been met with very often. Rad stood there trying to sort though it. She was receptive and she was right; he was cleaner now, and he truly did care for her. He had been doing all that he could to fight for what is good. But that doesn’t change the monster…
“Will you show me?”
Rad’s head popped up at her question and he eyed her with disbelief. She wanted to see? Why? How? Rad’s mind was moving at a million thoughts per second now.
Din sat waiting for him.
Rad’s expression was difficult to read, but inside he felt the pain a thousand rejections and so much hate. “You want to see what this horrible monster really looks like? Din, you should be running from me. You should be throwing fear and hate at this creature. Why would you stay? And why would you wish to see?”
Din’s heart pulled at her chest as she looked into his pained eyes. How could she tell him? “Because you are not a monster… and because what I said the night we kissed is true; I want to know you, all of you, the true you.”
Rad looked at her for a long moment. If he revealed himself to her she may run and run fast, but if he didn’t he would only be lying to her more. She wouldn’t be satisfied with that. As Rad struggled with himself his mind produced something he had not expected. How could he pursue goodness and truth, if he hid from his own reality? More importantly, if he did not pursue this, he could not hold it, it would leave him. Rad looked at Din, her deep red eyes searching him for answers, and in this moment he knew he wanted to hold onto her. Rad took in two deep breaths and closed his eyes.
Din watched as the transformation began. Rad did not change in height or weight, but only in features of his body. The mat of brown hair turned to a silvery grey and grew slightly in length, hanging just into his eyes. A pair of dark brown horns about three inches long grew out of the top of his head and curled inward then outward once more at the tips. His eyes changed from the dark brown to a bright shade of red and a great pair of wings developed out of his back and hung down at his sides all the way to his knees. The wings were black and resembled that of bats wings. But the most striking change was to his skin. Tiny blue and silver scales appeared in patches, randomly placed in between pieces of flesh. The scales caught the light and threw little sparkles across him and around the room.
Din stared at the creature for a long moment, he was frightening to say the least, but Din was drawn to him, he was also beautiful. Her lack of reaction frightened Rad, and he dropped his gaze to the floor. Crossing his arms he began to shut down. That was it; he had lost her now. She would not stay with him now that she had seen the monster.
Rad was so busy with his thoughts that he didn’t hear her get out of the bed and move to him. She walked to only half a step away and he saw her presence as she brought her hand up from her side. Her soft fingertip rose to his face and gently touched one of the scales on his cheek. She could feel the difference between the skin and the scales under her own flesh. Rad trembled at her touch, his emotions running wild within him. Part screamed for him to get away before either of them ended up hurt, but the other part prayed that she would accept that this was him, though he knew that was slim.
He looked up at her touch, his head following the motion of her hand and their eyes met. Very slowly Din flipped her hand over and ran the back of her fingers up his cheek. Opening her hand, she laid her palm on the side of his face. She closed her eyes and leaned upwards. She pressed her lips ever so gently against his, and kissed him. He pulled back slightly and looked at her with disbelief. He hadn’t believed she could still feel this way. She ran her hand and eyes up into his silver hair and she touched one of his horns. It was smooth as glass and hard like stone. Her hand continued down the back of his head to his neck and her eyes landed back on his. A small smile appeared on her lips as she waited for a response from him.
His eyes softened and then the emotion took over. Tears of joy, relief, and left over pain welded up and he closed his eyes to stop them from running. He reached out and grabbed Din around the waist and shoulders and kissed her. She accepted his movements and submitted to him. At first it was fast and a gesture of relief but then it slowed and became emotional. Rad broke the kiss and opened his eyes slowly. He looked at her for a minute and let out a deep breath.
“Din…” The word was almost inaudible it was so quite. He leaned forward and placed his nose on her forehead for a moment, then kissed her where his nose had rested. He pulled her closer and nuzzled his face into her neck and hugged her. She wrapped her arms around him up under his arms and between his shoulder blades. She placed her hands on the base of his wings and savored the moment.
Eventually Rad loosened his grip and slid his hands down her arms and caught her hands. “Are you feeling better?”
Din smiled a little and poked his chest once playfully. “Way’da change the subject.” She then noticed the next most pressing issue as her stomach made its presence known and rumbled loudly.
“Oh Din!” Rad’s exclamation was evident. “You haven’t eaten in two days. I will go get you something to eat!” Rad dropped her hands and led her to the bed.
Din turned her back and crawled onto it. As she turned around to face him again she folded her legs and looked toward him. She was now looking at the Rad she had met, one with brown hair, no horns or wings, and perfectly Hylian flesh. She was startled at first, but processed fairly quickly.
“That will take some getting used to.” She said under her breath.
Rad shot her a feeble smile and grabbed the door handle. “I’ll be right back.” He disappeared through the opening and closed the door with a click.
Rad was back in several minutes with a tray of soup, bread, and a hunk of cheese. Din ate most of it but didn’t want to risk the cheese or all of the bread. She felt fine, but just to be safe she wasn’t going to over do it.
“Does it hurt?” Din’s question came between mouth full’s. Rad blinked at her. At first he thought he shouldn’t answer her. But if she knew, why couldn’t he answer her?
“No, it is actually more relieving and more relaxed.” His answer was short; he was a little bit uncomfortable with this. It would take some getting used to. She nodded, completely unphased. He took a deep breath and relaxed, she just wanted to know. “I have to concentrate to hold this form, but over the years it has become easier. I don’t have to think about it hard.” Rad giggled once. This was so new to him, to have someone know and not fear or question. And not only was her reaction not negative, it was relaxed and accepting. He smiled at her as she polished off the soup sitting in front of her on the bed.
Din slid the tray away from her over the top of the sheets toward Rad where he sat in the chair. His brown eyes were watching her. She looked back at him with a soft expression. He got up from his chair and leaned over the edge of the bed, grabbed the tray from in front of her and started to leave. Quickly she reached out and caught his wrist. Stopping, he looked down at her, slightly confused. She reached out with her other hand sliding her fingers over the side of his face and pushed her fingers into his hair. She pulled gently and he leaned over the side of the bed and kissed her gently, still holding the tray in his hand on the sheets. Din kissed him back, but more forcefully. She brought her other hand up from his wrist and twisted her fingers into his hair. Rad left his heart leap, he pressed back into her with equal force and parted his lips. The kiss grew deeper and Rad took in a deep breath as his body began to respond. Din heard this sound and began to pull him closer. She slid her hands down to his shirt and pulled him toward her. He tossed the tray out of the way and drew one knee up onto the bed to submit to her motions. His hand found her side and slid across her ribs to her back. Din took a deep breath at his touch. She slid her hand over his shoulders, down onto his chest and around his sides to the small of his back. Rad kissed her deeper, he wanted to be close to her. Din responded to the change in the kiss. She grabbed the back of his shirt and pulled him down. Their chests met and Din layback, pulling Rad down on top of her on the soft bed.
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