"No no, It's fine. And yeah, I'll be sure to knock you up if I need anything," she said, as she looked down on her feet, thoughts still racing.
As she goes back to her room, she immediately drops down to her knees, hands shaking. Boxer's composure was immediately getting weaker, transitioning quicker than how she was as she first logged in.
"If I'm panicking too much, the system might register something and log me out of here. Is that a good thing for me to do? Kayaba Akihiko said we'd die if we died in here, but...
Am I dying right now?"
Boxer cupped her lips and tried dragging herself to her bed. Once she arrived there, with both clenched fists, she slammed the walls as much as she could.
"Damn it! Damn it all!" Boxer cursed to herself and thought to either go out from her room and walk around the town to get her mind off of things, or to maybe go insane and run off to grind EXP, even with Ulrich saying that grinding should be placed aside. But instead, all of her weak self could do was to just sit in silence, and let the running thoughts overwhelm her. Eventually, her body slumped back to the bed, and Boxer went to sleep.
"I want to get stronger."