2/10
procrastination is killing me I haven't done a THING all day I wanna punch myself, I HAVEN'T DONE A SINGLE THING ALL WEEK LONG WHAT AM I DOING, and I decided to try to """productively"""" procrastinate by looking up college stuff and reading stuff on reddit for the past like 2 hours after spending all day on youtube and now I feel overwhelmed and stressed about the concept of networking because how the heck am I gonna do that in the future, I feel so unmotivated to do anything, yet stressed because I need to, why am I failing so bad, I keep procrastinating DMs because I tell myself I'm too busy with work but then I WASTE MY TIME and yet I STILL won't give myself the privilege of responding to DMs because I'm thinking I should be working but when I sit down to work my brain thinks of everything BUT that, and now all these messages are stacking up and I'm so overwhelmed with them all and ashamed why can't I just sit down and do something for once, plus I've been feeling so sluggish in the morning I laid on the couch half asleep until almost noon for the past couple days I don't want to do anything work related why can't I just do it
procrastination is killing me I haven't done a THING all day I wanna punch myself, I HAVEN'T DONE A SINGLE THING ALL WEEK LONG WHAT AM I DOING, and I decided to try to """productively"""" procrastinate by looking up college stuff and reading stuff on reddit for the past like 2 hours after spending all day on youtube and now I feel overwhelmed and stressed about the concept of networking because how the heck am I gonna do that in the future, I feel so unmotivated to do anything, yet stressed because I need to, why am I failing so bad, I keep procrastinating DMs because I tell myself I'm too busy with work but then I WASTE MY TIME and yet I STILL won't give myself the privilege of responding to DMs because I'm thinking I should be working but when I sit down to work my brain thinks of everything BUT that, and now all these messages are stacking up and I'm so overwhelmed with them all and ashamed why can't I just sit down and do something for once, plus I've been feeling so sluggish in the morning I laid on the couch half asleep until almost noon for the past couple days I don't want to do anything work related why can't I just do it