New Kids on the Block had a bunch of hits.
Chinese food makes me sick.
I think it's fly when a girl stops by for the summer.
Chinese food makes me sick.
I think it's fly when a girl stops by for the summer.
Looks like May's the one to be controlled by the Mob. Poor girl.
Looks like May's the one to be controlled by the Mob. Poor girl.
PRAISE A
If you try so hard at something, and it just doesn't work out, and someone else doesn't try at all, and succeeds 10 times better than you... then just why try?
Also, the boys were blaming me for peeping at them when they were changing clothes in class. Why in the world would I do that? And the teacher that they told were seriously scolding at me. Even though I really didn't do it. Sigh.
I feel empty for some reason.
It feels eerie and I'm anxious because I'm getting paranoid about opening myself up again and I'm scared something bad will happen in general
I really hope my older brother will move out soon, all he seems to do anymore is mock me. I don't understand why he hates me so much. What did I mess up so badly about his life that he has to treat me like crap and point out every flaw he can find?
parents:why are you on the internet all the time you have homework
my mind:i ****ing know i have homework to do you idiots i'm over stressed and i'm distracting myself on purpose school is ****ing hell you may have gone when you were younger but it's ****ing different now there are all new stresses and bad people and assessments and detentions and tests and exams and pressure and more studying and we over think all these things and it makes everything worse and it scares us so we procrastinate by going on the internet and actually having fun instead of working our ***** off because we are so ****ing stressed and confused and tired of everything THAT'S WHY I'M ON THE INTERNET ALL THE TIME OK
mek
I think there might be something wrong with my truck again
The end of winter means the beginning of the reign of spiders! :sad:
My mother had some event she needed to go to and said she needed to find something to wear. So I (humorously) walked to her closet, and grabbed something with my eyes closed. She chuckled a little, then texted my dad about how "Instead of playing football" I am "picking out outfits. [My father] must be so proud".
This really hurt me. I have never been good at sports, havent even played any since I was ten (mind XC and Track). But for my own mother to point out the fact, then follow up with "You must be so proud" made me feel inferior to everyone. I just feel like a disappointment now.
Oh, another thing that kills me. A few years back, my parents bought a new car then gave the old one to my oldest sister. She went off to college, and my other sister got the car. But now, when the car is finally about to be mine, my parents are planning on giving the "kid's car", the one we were TOLD would be ours, to the oldest. I have waited almost five years, looking at that car and thinking I would be able to drive to school or wherever in it, to have a car of my own (although, technically my twin brother would have also shared it) but now they are just taking that away from me.
A STAND FOR ANARCHY! IT WAS MEANT TO BE! ༼ つ◕_◕༽つ PRAISE A ༼ つ◕_◕༽つ
༼ つ◕_◕༽つ PRAISE A ༼ つ◕_◕༽つ
(This is the last time we'll be doing this. I promise.)
Agreed. Man, it's already been an hour since the stream started and we still haven't received our starter Pokemon. This is going to be a long stream!
To me, that's siblings in general. I used to think that my sister hated my guts because she would (it seemed from my clouded perception) always try to find flaws in me and try to bring me as low as she could get me. But when you think that, you don't see what's actually going on. Now, siblings do not get along perfectly, and don't ever expect a perfect loving sibling, but you have to understand that siblings really don't show their love for each other 24/7, and pretty much don't show it at all because there is an instinctive thing, or an internal thing between you all (and you would realize this if you didn't let those negative thoughts come to mind ;3) where one does not need to show their affection all the time (or for long periods of time [say at birthdays and Christmas its only shown]) because you know you love each other in your hearts, and you don't need to show that. Siblings will often tease and annoy each other more than they will any other person, because they know that their love is stronger than any hate or dislike that could come between them. Don't let his actions get to you, because very often we just don't know how far we've gone when we tease and annoy, so he doesn't hate your guts or anything, he's just gone too far and maybe you should ask him to stop being like this, or talk to your parents. Especially talk to your parents, because they are you parents after all!
Trust me, I've told my parents. They're just too busy arguing with each other to care. And it's far from teasing and annoying me. He's stolen, lied, beat me up, strangled me, he even tried to drown me once. I'm sure he blames me for half the things wrong with his life, too. If I wasn't around I'm sure my parents would have the money they would need to keep up with the rent and everything else plus have enough to take vacations and such, because they wouldn't have needed to spend so much because of the problems I had when I was younger. If I wasn't around maybe my family would know how to love each other like they used to
I'm scared nothing will be the same now...