I showed my parents The Promised Neverland yesterday. They started watching episode 1 when I went to bed. I was super nervous (as I am whenever I show somebody something), so it was hard to fall asleep. Eventually I went out to grab a drink because my throat was dry. They weren't watching it anymore. I'd assumed they'd already finished with one episode, so I asked them if they liked it. My mom said they stopped mid-episode, so I said that it was fine and we can watch the rest another day. But then my Dad said they stopped because it was very dark and they didn't want to watch that stuff. He didn't look at me as he said it, but the tone of his voice was already making my heart pound. So I quickly said ok and goodnight and hurried back into bed.
My chest has been tight all day with anxiety, and I don't really know why. They just don't care for the dark thriller genre. But the way he said yesterday I'm scared my Dad's gonna lecture me about the show when I get home or something. Maybe he doesn't like that I watched it. Maybe he thinks I'm weird for liking darker shows. Maybe he's mad at me for showing them...Idk...
I really wanted to enjoy it with them, but I guess that'll never happen...
I'm just a mix of sad, scared, and stressed.