Another update because why not
I’ve been doing okayish. School is kinda a nightmare, there’s lots of things going on in the world that make me upset and scared, like my heart breaks. I’m still grateful for this site for helping me when I’ve been at my worst, accepting me even with the number of faults I as a person have.
Sometimes I still hate myself. I hate myself for past things I said like how last year I went through a pipeline on Twitter that made me turn really bigoted, say transphobic, racist, right wing rhetoric and I still am angry at myself for that and hate how I used to be really bigoted. And I was still a bisexual person at the time and I still am so my turning against those in the community was very ****ty of me.
It’s hard not to let the past define me. But still, I’m grateful for people here and others now who have been so kind, understanding, sympathetic, and supportive to me throughout my time and years being on social media.
I’ve been doing okayish. School is kinda a nightmare, there’s lots of things going on in the world that make me upset and scared, like my heart breaks. I’m still grateful for this site for helping me when I’ve been at my worst, accepting me even with the number of faults I as a person have.
Sometimes I still hate myself. I hate myself for past things I said like how last year I went through a pipeline on Twitter that made me turn really bigoted, say transphobic, racist, right wing rhetoric and I still am angry at myself for that and hate how I used to be really bigoted. And I was still a bisexual person at the time and I still am so my turning against those in the community was very ****ty of me.
It’s hard not to let the past define me. But still, I’m grateful for people here and others now who have been so kind, understanding, sympathetic, and supportive to me throughout my time and years being on social media.