Being in an incredibly healthy relationship, it's weird to me to think I also have a small crush on someone I haven't had any actual feelings for in a long time, until they confessed to me. Seeing as my partner has wanted to have some alone time more often recently (Which I respect), I keep talking to this other friend of mine who I grow more attached to the more I talk with her. I start thinking of a pairing with her rather than who I have and it's bothering to me. I don't plan to cheat on or break up with my lover, but I feel a little ignored, though I may just be selfish. I shouldn't be so hurt over it, but I keep thinking I might end up with someone else sooner or later and that hurts my mind.
I hate going over emotions but I guess you have to let it out somewhere. I haven't posted here in awhile so I thought I'd get this out.