Firice da Vinci
Distinct lack of Leonardo
Okay, so, I like writing, but I rarely ever do it. I wrote this as a draft about two months ago out of boredom at school. I finished the revision process today and wanted to share it here. This is technically the prologue, but I have no clue if this will ever progress beyond that. I accept both critique and hate mail.
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The Window - Prologue
I stare out this window everyday. My sanity would have been lost a long time ago without, for this window is life. The glass is calmness. My medicine is the transparency. It is...necessary.
This frame shows me so much;so little. In the morning, I see birds. Beautifully white birds, they are. Not flawed white, like my old T-shirt and unbleached molars. This white is pure; clean; holy. The way it glistens in the sunlight is near too glorious to gaze upon, shattering the oppressed and desolate world that encases the feathered, forcing them to breathe our breaths. I wish the birds would bestow to me their grace; to allow me to transcend beyond my cage of a room. I yearn for them, I weep for them, and I reach for them, all in vain. Silent tears are not meant to be heard.
During the day, people pass by in a variety of ways: bikes, cars, feet, trucks, and ambulances. Many an ambulance. All on their way in life, to somewhere they desire to be—away from a domain such as this. Well, except for that one time. Yes, there was a time a ball came by, striped with yellow and blue, yet it lacked a person. Instead, a bear danced on top. The pictures were nothing compared to the actual spectacle. Big, brown, and fuzzy, this animal was, guided by men wearing the most whimsical of attires. I wonder if that coat was warm and tender, like a bed. A true bed, not mine.
Nary an event comes about at sunset. The majority of the populace have returned to the homes from whence they woke and to whatever family they have with ever beating blood. The wealthy might even enjoy a plate of dinner. I imagine them laughing, passing old porcelain dishes, summing up their daily lives around a homemade tablecloth, openly expressing whatever increments of delight they can muster. Then when the brilliant rays from the world's star are precisely angled, my daydream evanesces. The only thing before me is the reflection of a child's face. One that has been dirtied, sleepless, alone; ravaged by hunger. No tears. Only distant eyes.
Night is the emptiest, for nothing is there. My window screens the oblivion that surrounds the late hours. And, perhaps for the worst, the world is ever persevering.
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The Window - Prologue
I stare out this window everyday. My sanity would have been lost a long time ago without, for this window is life. The glass is calmness. My medicine is the transparency. It is...necessary.
This frame shows me so much;so little. In the morning, I see birds. Beautifully white birds, they are. Not flawed white, like my old T-shirt and unbleached molars. This white is pure; clean; holy. The way it glistens in the sunlight is near too glorious to gaze upon, shattering the oppressed and desolate world that encases the feathered, forcing them to breathe our breaths. I wish the birds would bestow to me their grace; to allow me to transcend beyond my cage of a room. I yearn for them, I weep for them, and I reach for them, all in vain. Silent tears are not meant to be heard.
During the day, people pass by in a variety of ways: bikes, cars, feet, trucks, and ambulances. Many an ambulance. All on their way in life, to somewhere they desire to be—away from a domain such as this. Well, except for that one time. Yes, there was a time a ball came by, striped with yellow and blue, yet it lacked a person. Instead, a bear danced on top. The pictures were nothing compared to the actual spectacle. Big, brown, and fuzzy, this animal was, guided by men wearing the most whimsical of attires. I wonder if that coat was warm and tender, like a bed. A true bed, not mine.
Nary an event comes about at sunset. The majority of the populace have returned to the homes from whence they woke and to whatever family they have with ever beating blood. The wealthy might even enjoy a plate of dinner. I imagine them laughing, passing old porcelain dishes, summing up their daily lives around a homemade tablecloth, openly expressing whatever increments of delight they can muster. Then when the brilliant rays from the world's star are precisely angled, my daydream evanesces. The only thing before me is the reflection of a child's face. One that has been dirtied, sleepless, alone; ravaged by hunger. No tears. Only distant eyes.
Night is the emptiest, for nothing is there. My window screens the oblivion that surrounds the late hours. And, perhaps for the worst, the world is ever persevering.