I'm kinda sad.
My friend was going to pick me up so I could go with him to the midnight release of Destiny. I am not getting the game but I at least wanted something fun to do. He didn't pick me up. It's 10 minutes after midnight as I type this. *sigh*
I have barely talked to him within a week except for an hour on Xbox Live one day. I think he keeps hiding his online status on there because he'll log on, and then log off within minutes, which isn't like him. I haven't got a Facebook message from him in 6 days, and I keep messaging him. He told me tonight that it was because his profile got hacked (which it did) and he has to go on a computer to fix it. His computer is terrible, so there's that. But it makes me wonder if he can really log on or not, because of all of this other strange behavior. He has a new girlfriend... He always has a new girlfriend, it seems. He's one of those hopeless romantic types. Except, this time, he is ALWAYS with her 24/7. Going places, doing things with her, and nothing with me. We used to hang out at least on the weekends for sure. Every time I do talk to him now, he's always with her, or just got done being with her.
The thing is, they're engaged. He's only 19. They met only 2 and a half months ago... They both are the types that desperately want to be with someone and hang on to them for dear life. Why are some people like that? He feels that he needs to be with someone all of the time. All of his relationships end up like crap because he rushes and thinks he loves every girl he goes out with. He always tells me "No, for real this time!" No, he just can't take being alone. He also admitted to me that he is a sex addict, so there's that...
I just feel lonely and shut out...
My friend was going to pick me up so I could go with him to the midnight release of Destiny. I am not getting the game but I at least wanted something fun to do. He didn't pick me up. It's 10 minutes after midnight as I type this. *sigh*
I have barely talked to him within a week except for an hour on Xbox Live one day. I think he keeps hiding his online status on there because he'll log on, and then log off within minutes, which isn't like him. I haven't got a Facebook message from him in 6 days, and I keep messaging him. He told me tonight that it was because his profile got hacked (which it did) and he has to go on a computer to fix it. His computer is terrible, so there's that. But it makes me wonder if he can really log on or not, because of all of this other strange behavior. He has a new girlfriend... He always has a new girlfriend, it seems. He's one of those hopeless romantic types. Except, this time, he is ALWAYS with her 24/7. Going places, doing things with her, and nothing with me. We used to hang out at least on the weekends for sure. Every time I do talk to him now, he's always with her, or just got done being with her.
The thing is, they're engaged. He's only 19. They met only 2 and a half months ago... They both are the types that desperately want to be with someone and hang on to them for dear life. Why are some people like that? He feels that he needs to be with someone all of the time. All of his relationships end up like crap because he rushes and thinks he loves every girl he goes out with. He always tells me "No, for real this time!" No, he just can't take being alone. He also admitted to me that he is a sex addict, so there's that...
I just feel lonely and shut out...
So much fun!
