I honestly don't know what love is because I haven't found it, therefore I'm not even sure what I should be looking for. Plus for a long time in my life I had nobody who cared about me, affections people display normally in public I viewed with curiosity. Like when I saw people hug in public I'd be like,“oh its that thing people do in movies.” just about all memory of what it meant had left my mind, they were just distant memories from when my mother was still alive. I'd say between the ages of 3-15 I was shown no affection by anyone. It took me a long time to adapt and to react in a proper manner when people show affections to me now. So yeah, I don't know what love is, I do know I loved my mother though, not a day goes by that I don't wish I could have gotten to know her better, but yeah if love is that feeling were when somebody dies and you always feel pain, then I guess that's love.