Happiness...
I have thought about this and have concluded that it can only truly come, once the goals and objects that I have set out for myself are being fulfilled and are fulfilled.
for me, I see it this way.
The struggle, the challenge the fight, I love it it.
coupled with this, is the knowledge that there is always the next level to be reached,that while impossible to chase and beat every level of power,knowledge and skill, there is always that next level.
logically, one could never be content with what they have, if there is always high levels going out into infinitey.
some would be scared,some would give up, I take it as a personal challenge.
and for all the power in the world, it is merely a means to an end, to fulfill a greater purpose.
While Challenge in and of itself is fun, also being able to see my dreams and ablations make progress until they reach completion, to be able to progress along to being able to make great change in the world to actually completing said goal, is another part of happiness for me.
I know were my happiness lies and it goes onto great life battles and self improvement, with the goal of beating infinitey,however futile,chasing it out to what might be considered into the skills,powers and abilities of a god.
really now, I don't understand how anyone could ever be truly content with what they have and staying the same.