I'm always screwing up the good things in my life wtf is wrong with me, why am I me
Beauts, don't think like that! The only thing you're doing is hurting yourself when you do that. You're you because that's how you've been made. You may feel you screw up the good things in life, but look at EVERYTHING you have. You have yourself a bunch of friends who all care for you, right here on the ZeldaDungeon forums. Being pessimistic gets you nowhere, Beauts. However, if you think optimistically, you will find the joy in even the smallest things and you'll be happier in life. It doesn't matter who's the most skillful, has the best job, or has the best of ANYTHING. What matters is you take what you have and do the best you can with a smile on your face.
Now, go out there and give life a hug!