Blue Canary
Your Friendly Neighborhood S***poster
My counseler is gonna start ****ing asking about this place. I'm don't want to tell anyone about this place. No one can know this place even exists.
I'm annoying for being ****ing depressed? Amazing. This always ****ing happens. No matter what I do people think I'm annoying. Why does anyone say they care about me? Bye, guys. Nice to know you guys think I'm annoying for wanting to kill myself.
I think I know why people hate me. I'm a terrible person. Literally, if I killed myself I don't think anyone would care. Actually, no. People would care if I killed myself. People would probably be glad I'm dead. I'm a creepy idiot who ****s up any relationship she ever tries to have with anyone. Why don't I just kill myself? The world would probably be better without me.
To say these things is passing on judgement on people who seriously try to help. I doubt people on here would treat you like dirt or ****. We all go through a phase in which life seems so hard it's impossible for us to see the light at the end of the tunnel waiting for us. But there is light. I have been through a lot of stuff in my whole life. I lost my dad to suicide when I was a kid and I lost two dear people in the last 6 months. But things made me stronger. And you should not knock yourself down. Stop saying these harsh things about yourself. If people are saying bad thing about you there is a chance these people are far from "friends" after all. Let people see you can achieve your goals and you can get there. But don't let yourself downYou say you guys care and then you go around and treat me like I'm annoying peice of ****. I don't care what you say. What you say doesn't change the ****ty person I am. I'm not even blaming you guys. You guys could love me, you guys could treat my like ****. I deserve the latter. For the former, I'd say you're just confused.