I always have a bit of anxiety before doing anything practical, so I'm glad my first organic chemistry lab of the semester went well.
honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?
honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?
I dread getting old so much. Seems like my personality is constantly changing from being cheerful to being downright bitter because I'm getting older. Even my health conditions don't seem to be too good either.
honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?