Raindrop14
Soldier for Christ!
Actually, do you know what? I don't give a damn about my happiness. Take it away. As long as others are happy with my misery then okay, I'm fine with it. They deserve better than me. I don't really care anymore and it's pointless if I am. I don't really deserve it anyway.
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Everyone (and especially you) deserves happiness.
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Vio, your being really silly, and I can tell you now you are not in the right state of mind to be thinking about this. Yeah, there's a right state of mind for this kind of thing. If your as silly as you are now, you need to think about other things and do everything you possibly to not even bother with the situation, just keep swimming along and occupy all your time with something that will distract you from these bad thoughts. Beating yourself up isn't good, kay? Your emotions are like an elevator, and when its as low as it is now for you, you need to take your mind off of the mood and focus somewhere else. You can't force the elevator to go up, you have to wait for it to go up, so just bear with it and be patient for it to go up, please. I don't like to see you sad, and I know you know deep in your heart that you are just being silly when you think other people are being happy at your not being happy. Kay? Go occupy your time with something else, ignore other people, and slap a smile on that face because you are an immovable rock, and even the hardest waves that come crashing down shall not tear you from the ground. There are people here for you if there is absolutely anything you need, and I believe you can do anything. ^^
I still can't retain anything down in my tummy and I am constantly throwing up acid. The medicine I have isn't helping and I can't stand the taste of Sprite, too damn sugary.
Aww, I hope you feel better, Aurrie, that does not sound good at all. :<