So the social security lady called and they're stretching my current period at the sewing factory to April.
I don't know. I really wanna move, and soon. But moving would mean ending this whole battle towards a stable job that I've been fighting for 2 years now. If I move to just another city, I think it'll be possible to continue this program, but I've had such luck with having good people here and I fear I might end up with awful people instead that's gonna pressure me harder.
Not to mention they STILL wanna push me up to 16 hours a week, which will be the 4th time doing so, and I think my current weeks of 12 hours just work so perfectly, and I dread going up to 16 hours AGAIN because it's too much for my depression but they're being pushy, which I do think they feel like they must be, but still. I think I know where everything is gonna end up during a 5th push to 16 hr weeks. the whole thing is messy to me but I just feel 12 hr weeks is ideal to me and I don't see myself going through 16 hr weeks anymore.