So yeah. She broke up with me yesterday. And I moved all my stuff into the basement today. Well, most of it. And it hurts. A lot. She tells me she still wants to be friends, but we can't even be in the same room right now and half the time I'm treated like I don't exist. So yeah. Christmas and New Year are ruined for me, tbh
I'm so sorry Libk. I've been through your situation before and it's incredibly heart gouging to have to move your stuff down, and still live with your ex. If the relationship isn't able to be saved, or if you know it isn't going to work out, perhaps the best time for it is now, so you can focus on healing your heart faster. Do you have anyone that you can stay with during this time, family or friend? Surround yourself with your loved ones when you need to, and there is absolutely no shame feeling the way you do.
Most of the time from my experience, its very difficult to remain friends after a breakup because the emotions are so raw and fresh at first. You need time to see her as nothing more than your room mate or a stranger, and that takes time. You need to focus on yourself, healing, and finding things that make you happy to keep your mind off of it. The gym really helps, as you can better your mind, and body while tiring yourself out.
It will get better.