Things That Are on Your Mind

[Mellow Ezlo]

So we're no longer sharing a room as of Thursday. I' in a lot of pain. We haven't broken up but she wants a break. The only thing I can really do is nothing and it hurts. But I need to just Give her space and time apart. No texting, no talking to her, unless it's absolutely necessary or she approaches me first. Doing nothing feels really wrong but I know it' right and it's confusing.

Damn, I'm sorry man. Just try to keep your head up, and know that this community is always behind you if anything goes wrong!

 

[Terminus]

Recently had a discussion with my friend from the Navy, here's a list of medical problems he has because of incompetent care;

-Plantar Faciitus

-Achilles Tendinitis

-Sciatica Neuralgia

-Lower lumbar damage

Additionally, as a result of the stress from the constant pain and trying to get a medical discharge, he also managed to acquire;

-Anxiety issues

-Insomnia

-Various Gastrointestinal issues

 

[Pen]

I'm sad.

 

[el :BeoWolf:]

I keep failing at getting into good habits and it's annoying

on the plus side I'll be 21 in a few weeks and christmas

 

[Spirit]

I'm sad.

*hugs*

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Ive ran out of jaffa cakes

 

[Terminus]

It's probably a good thing I hate the taste of alcohol. If I didn't, my addictive personality would have completely ****ed me over.

 

[Fraxinus]

i want a lump of coal next to my name

 

[CynicalSquid]

Memes

 

[Vanessa28]

How people in this appartment block don't even give the tiniest **** about other people living in the same block. The noise is really getting out of hand.

 

[CynicalSquid]

Am I the only one who kind of thinks it's in poor taste to put coal by the usernames of banned users?

 

[Terminus]

Oh sure, give me a late-morning registration appointment so all the Film courses I need can get snapped up before I have a chance to enroll.

 

[Fraxinus]

Am I the only one who kind of thinks it's in poor taste to put coal by the usernames of banned users?

I agree; coal is a valuable resource and banned members shouldn't get any. Where is my coal?

 

[Spirit]

I wonder what's in that sammich

 

[Libk]

Well the past 2 nights have been ok. Monday night was great. We watched Daredevil, made a puzzle, stayed up really late, shared a bed again. It was nice. But yeah it doesn't last. Luckily we seem to be on the same page about things though. I was going to tell her, when I got home from work, that I know that things aren't fixed and that if she even needs me to go back into the basement then I'll do it no matter how much it might hurt. I want to take the right steps to push our relationship forward again. She texted me right before I got off work saying that I could stay that night in her room, that we needed to talk about things, not go over this conversation in text, and that I should go back in the basement. That she didn't want me to think me going back down was another step backwards but rather we need to just take things slowly so it doesn' go back to how it was before this time apart. Which is great. We're both thinking the same thing. We both want to fix it, and we're both having the right idea about it. But it really upset me even though I was happy and I went to bed a bit depressed last night. But I was looking forward to talking about it today.

Unfortunately we haven't had a chance to talk. She got up too late to talk before she went to work. When she came home she had to immediately leave again because she's spending time with her dad on his birthday. That's fine and all. But I'm now at a D&D session and after that I'm supposed to go to work and supervise the new guys as they close the store to help in case they need it. She forgot I had to do that and felt kind of bad about it.told me she'd let me know when she was on the way home and maybe I'll be able to stop by home to talk before goin g to work. Idk. I was just really looking forward on planning things out. Figuring out the steps we need to take. Figuring out where things went wrong so we can avoid those wrong steps. Now I'm not sure if we'll be able to today.

 

[Mellow Ezlo]

My laptop isn't reading my keyboard or mouse track pad. Because of this, I can't sign in, since I can't type my password.

I hope this isn't going to be a ridiculously expensive fix, because I have neither the time nor the money for stuff like this to happen. Literally the worst possible time.