Today after my Political Science class I went over to this table in the cafeteria where one of my classmates and other students were doing something for awareness about sexual violence against women and I signed a pledge that I wouldn't stand for it and took some flyers and brochures about places where I could volunteer. I have to do 200 hours of volunteer work eventually for my major so one of those places would be a good choice.
So today I effectively ruined my family, but I'm not sure how I feel about it. My mom spontaneously decided to actually get my dad a dog, even though I've been arguing against it for years (even she doesn't like dogs). I've been trying to tell my dad that not only is this a poor decision in general, but it's also not the best financial decision for us right now. I tried to compromise with him, telling him I'd be willing to help out a lot more, take the fault for my own mistakes, be more responsible, etc. up until he said that getting rid of the dog would change things between us, to which I responded that keeping it would change things between us. After that things got very heated very quickly. Usually he'll get super pissed like this and then be over it within a week, but I'm not sure at this point. All I want is another family, I even told him to get rid of me instead of the dog because I cause so much grief in my family. I keep telling myself "two more years, two more years" but at this point I don't know if I can make it that long. So yeah, my family is really messed up right now and I'm not sure how or if I'll fix it.
I'M GONNA MEET MY BAE AT AWA TOMORROW AND I'M SO EXCITED BECAUSE MY FANG WIG LOOKS AWESOME AND ALL MY COSTUMES ARE COOL AND I'M GONNA SPEND THREE WHOLE DAYS WITH HIM AND EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! <3 <3 <3