I'm ready to enter other seasons, (weather wise), but I don't really want to go back to school, Despite the fact I like the classes I'm taking.
Then again, I want more time to catch $$$ bugs+fish on AC:NL... This is the best time to make a $hit-load of bells at the island. I want to take advantage of that before time runs out. Once September comes, most of the bugs worth 8k+ will disappear, and the only big-priced fish that is Year-round is the Whale Shark. Money will be harder to earn then...
When September does come though, I"ll have a few new bugs to catch and donate to my museum.
This has probably been said a billion times here, but it's my turn to let it all out. I feel empty and broken, physically and emotionally. I am just... so incredibly depressed right now my heart literally hurts, I can feel it hurting, and the rest of my body hurts. I've cried so many times today I've lost count. And all this pain is my own doing, because I was fighting so hard to obtain something I knew deep down I could never have. And in the end it was me who broke myself, and now I have to suffer the consequences. It's kinda weird, though. Normally venting this stuff makes me feel better, but now I'm kinda hurting more. I've never been so depressed I was in physical pain before, or at least this strongly. My muscles are stiff and tense, and my hands keep shaking. Every heartbeat feels like a nail is being driven through it. My eyelids are raw from wiping away tears. I'm a hot mess, I'm more than a mess, I'm a disaster, an emotional war zone. I don't know what to do about this. I'm too afraid to try and solve it, I'm terrified of approaching the issue anymore because I'm afraid of what could happen. I just don't know what to do.