Ayn Marx
Welfare Queen
- Joined
- Feb 7, 2014
- Location
- The United Soviet States of America
In case anybody is wondering what that's a picture of.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hurricane_Fabian
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In case anybody is wondering what that's a picture of.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hurricane_Fabian
I'm sick of this. I'm a bother. I'm a waste of existence. Maybe I'm supposed to feel this way. Maybe I really do deserve this. I'm inferior to everyone. I'm a living disappointment to everyone. I'm a living embarrassment. What's the point in trying? Nothing. I'm worthless. A trash is worth more than me. I don't even care about my happiness anymore. I lost it. My self esteem doesn't exist. My motivation died.
There's no point anymore.
Harass me all you want. I'm not even gonna bother. If they're fine by harassing me or treating me badly then okay. Do it. Even though it hurts, I won't stop. If you're happy like that then I won't bother. I will rot away in this stupid dump. I'm not worth it. There really is no point. I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm an idiot, I'm foolish.. I really don't know how to be better. Maybe I can't. Maybe I shouldn't be better. I also envy then people who overcame their obstacles and became a better person...
I really can't take it anymore... I'm talentless, I'm horrible an I'm a failure. I messed up a lot until my perspective in myself changed. I really am foolish and I really am an idiot.
There's no point of my existence anymore... right? I'm useless to everything..
Finally got done with my test on the 5th try, and got a 143/150 questions right that I had.
I'm so done for the night, but I must play Animal Crossing ;0;