I'm happy because today is my birthday. ^^
I am just an unhappy person in general. :/
I'm unhappy because it's too hot. You know what the temperature was when I walked out my front door this morning to walk to school? It was 60 degrees. Now that is just way too hot! That is 15 degrees above perfect! 15 may sound like a small number, but in terms of temperature, 15 is a really big number! It's the middle of April; it shouldn't be this hot yet! Why must Mother Nature torment me so?! What is it I was supposed to have done?! Why must I be forced to live with such extreme heat?! It's just not right! Why can't it be 45 degrees?! That's perfect! I'd settle for at most 50 degrees; that would be fine! But nooooooooooo. 50 degrees just wasn't hot enough, was it? WAS IT?! GIVE ME BACK MY WINTER!! GIVE ME BACK MY FALL!!
And that's my contribution to the unhappy thread.
Thats....actually kinda....sad..... I feel sorry for you.:/I have insomnia and a screwed up sleeping schedule. I miss classes because of it (unable to sleep at night. Fall asleep in the morning and end up sleeping all day). I am stressed and overwhelmed. Getting ready to move, finding a job, and trying to juggle six courses so I can graduate in a few weeks all while suffering extreme anxiety and depression.
It's hard to deal with all that when you are physically and mentally unwell and sometimes it's just way to much.
Today was awful.
I woke up to hear that my best friend's sister tried to kill herself and was now in the hospital, and the day proceeded to get worse after that. It really affected me because 1 year ago, I was in the same spot, but fortunately I didn't go far enough to end up in the hospital. Now I can't stop worrying and praying that she'll make it through...
No sleep tonight.