My birthday is coming up and I wanna do something different. It's just a coincidence that I feel that way on my 25th. Milestone has nothing to do with it.
We usually go out to eat on my birthday, but this year (for obvious reasons) I want to cook for my family rather than let them get food for me. So I guess it's backwards from the usual. I want to make seafood since I love it so much and I usually only get that treat on my birthdays as it is. I want to find a good recipe to make. Should be fun.
Moved in with one of my best friends over the weekend and so far so good. I feel like already we've both been feeling better and happier than either of us have in a good while so I think this is going to be a good change.
At this point I’m just numb to everything. I don’t feel happy and I don’t feel sad. I’m talking to people again so I guess that’s somewhat an improvement but then it gets too exhausting for me and I just shut down again. Everything in the world sucks right now too so it’s impossible to look on the bright side.
I don’t know what the point I’m trying to make here is. Just what’s on my mind I guess