I sometimes get a gift of money but today I received a pack of organic cigarettes from one of my patients. They are actually pretty pricey ones but I'm just not cool enough to smoke ***s. I left them in the team stash because as people I work with at the practice are actually cool.
I just realized I have 90 days clean. This is pretty crazy. I haven't felt this good in at least 10 years. If anyone struggles with what I do, just know there is a better way to live, and it can be done. Everyone is worthy of a good life.