I think this other post he made sums it up but it could be unrelated idkWhat is your worst fear?
I fear things that I know/think are there, but I can't actually see them. Today, I became paranoid about it because I keep feeling movement in my ear and I am suspicious that it is some kind of insect. I was up all night being paranoid about it, and all day today I haven't been able to focus because of my paranoia.
My only advice is to look at every negative aspect in your life from drama, to people u can't stand, to places and things that bring u down. Find your role in these negative things. If drama is bothering u, hold yourself accountable and find out your place in the issue. Don't push blame, live in the solution not the problem. And remember you are powerless over other people. Clean your side of the street, their side is up to them. Good luck to you all, I keep you in my thoughts everyday, and I don't even know your real names.
I need a hair cut, but my feet hurt too much to walk all the way to the mall. It seems sexist that the barber shop is much closer but will not cut my hair. I realize this is utterly ludicrous to assume their policies come from a place of sexism, but I'm too irritated to be rational.