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Jirohnagi

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Not really. I don't like to give details about my life out. But it just feels like everything that makes me well me is being worn away a bit at a time, i've lost interest in things i once enjoyed and i haven't found anything new to interest me. Nothing appeals to me and everything feels something is missing. I am at odds with my family all the time and i seek isolation more n more.
 

Triforce King

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Not really. I don't like to give details about my life out. But it just feels like everything that makes me well me is being worn away a bit at a time, i've lost interest in things i once enjoyed and i haven't found anything new to interest me. Nothing appeals to me and everything feels something is missing. I am at odds with my family all the time and i seek isolation more n more.
Maybe you need to travel around, away from your family and find yourself. Get to know yourself by trying new things and find that missing something.
 

Jirohnagi

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Maybe you need to travel around, away from your family and find yourself. Get to know yourself by trying new things and find that missing something.
I can't really i have obligations to my family, and i seem to be the only child of three who gives a damn about the parents so unless i became as callous as my elder brother or as sly and vindictive as my sister i see no way out of obligations.
 

Triforce King

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I can't really i have obligations to my family, and i seem to be the only child of three who gives a damn about the parents so unless i became as callous as my elder brother or as sly and vindictive as my sister i see no way out of obligations.
I understand that, but there's nothing wrong with thinking about yourself sometimes. Everybody needs a break every now and then. So don't be down on yourself for feeling that way. Your only human.
 

Jamie

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Not really. I don't like to give details about my life out. But it just feels like everything that makes me well me is being worn away a bit at a time, i've lost interest in things i once enjoyed and i haven't found anything new to interest me. Nothing appeals to me and everything feels something is missing. I am at odds with my family all the time and i seek isolation more n more.
These really scream symptoms of depression. Losing interest in things that usually interest you and not finding any enjoyment in anything is a huge, huge indicator of depression. Not certain that you have it, obviously other symptoms should be present but seeing other things you've said around the board, I do think you show a lot of symptoms and I think you should possibly go see someone.
 

Jirohnagi

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These really scream symptoms of depression. Losing interest in things that usually interest you and not finding any enjoyment in anything is a huge, huge indicator of depression. Not certain that you have it, obviously other symptoms should be present but seeing other things you've said around the board, I do think you show a lot of symptoms and I think you should possibly go see someone.
God no i can't do that, and i mean that literally, my older brother pulled the depression card to stop working, he's now on ESA (british sick leave) and from what i've seen he's as happy as could be.

So no i can't see someone, i think it would break my parents to think they've failed that badly to support me, they already feel like that thanks to that asshole i call a brother.
 

Jamie

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God no i can't do that, and i mean that literally, my older brother pulled the depression card to stop working, he's now on ESA (british sick leave) and from what i've seen he's as happy as could be.

So no i can't see someone, i think it would break my parents to think they've failed that badly to support me, they already feel like that thanks to that asshole i call a brother.
Depression is clinical, it's not anyone's fault, it's an imbalance of chemicals. Unfortunately I can't give you much advice that would be even close to that of a medical professional.
 

Jirohnagi

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Yea i know i should go see someone unfortuneately i distrust the medical profession here intensely, all i see them act like cavemen with clubs. "ook me know no what wrong with you UG me prescribe medicine" *wacks person on head with club* ug medicine given.

For me family comes first, i don't want these issues i'd rather do some good for my family instead of being baggage.
 

Beauts

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Yea i know i should go see someone unfortuneately i distrust the medical profession here intensely, all i see them act like cavemen with clubs. "ook me know no what wrong with you UG me prescribe medicine" *wacks person on head with club* ug medicine given.

For me family comes first, i don't want these issues i'd rather do some good for my family instead of being baggage.
Not trying to help yourself is what would cause you to become baggage to your family.
 

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