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honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?
 

Snow Queen

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honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?
I know I'm supposed to be gone but whatever.

I can sort of relate on this in that I do believe there is a God and stuff and I do believe in the Bible and all that but I've been doing a rather shoddy job of showing it.
 
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honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?
Its simply. Either conformity to society, or going through maturity. For one to be successful, and wise you are bound to make mistakes.

What you do with those mistakes is up to your own conscious.

And it is ok if you've sinned to the church. Church is, in my eyes, a system for the broken, and lost to find self-peace, and faith in god/gods. Depending on your faith, sins are always outweighed by Virtues. No matter how small it'd be.
 

キラ

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I dread getting old so much. Seems like my personality is constantly changing from being cheerful to being downright bitter because I'm getting older. Even my health conditions don't seem to be too good either.
That's kind of how my age progression through adolescence went. It sucks.
 

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honestly i should feel like a terrible person, but i don't. it's like i lost touch with my morality and guilt. I somehow go to church every sunday not feeling like crap even though i've broken practically every rule in the book for my church. It's like i still believe it, i just can't handle the rules. Since i believe it, i should feel terrible when i do something wrong, right? Life is so confusing right now. Honestly i can just hit a bong like it's no big deal, not feeling bad about it at all, but when i was younger i would cry when i accidentally said a bad word. What's happened to me?
I don't think you've lost you're sense of morality. I think, instead, you have just grown older and started to think for yourself, decided what you think is right and wrong. You should be lucky; a lot of people go through life mindlessly listening to what other people say is right or wrong, instead of examining the world and deciding for themselves.
 

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Why is this video 18+. Like, I get the song is depressing and has some mature themes in it, but I'm pretty sure that same song was uploaded to the channel before and it wasn't 18+, and even if it was, the song definitely isn't that bad. The only difference is that in this video, a puppet is singing it. My conclusion? Puppets are NSFW.
 
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Why is this video 18+. Like, I get the song is depressing and has some mature themes in it, but I'm pretty sure that same song was uploaded to the channel before and it wasn't 18+, and even if it was, the song definitely isn't that bad. The only difference is that in this video, a puppet is singing it. My conclusion? Puppets are NSFW.
Better than a Rammstein music video..m and lyrics.
 

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There is a spider in my room and he is adorable and I don't want to hurt him but I also don't want him on my bed and it is annoying me.
 

misskitten

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Going under anestesia tomorrow at the dentist's, will be the third time in my life that I do that. I'm really glad I have that option, since with my dentist phobia, I can't cope with getting my teeth fixed while awake, and it's also nice that I got the appointment last minute, so I didn't have to wait for weeks on end, knowing it would be approaching. But still sucks. It's expensive, I can't eat the last 4 hours before the appointment, can't even drink water the last 2 hours before the appointment, and when I know can't drink - I always feel especially thirsty. But, I'll cope. Just ate, so hopefully I won't feel too hungry tomorrow. Look forward to it being over tomorrow, to be able to chew on the right side of my mouth again.
 

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This was an interesting evening.

I was watching AFV with my dad, and we had popcorn, so we suddenly started throwing popcorn at eachother and trying to catch it in our mouths. His girlfriend approached us with a weird look on her face and was like "what are you guys doing?" And we're just like "What does it look like we're doing?" So she casually proceeds to sit on the other couch, opens a chocolate bar, and starts eating it, all the while staring at my dad and me as we throw popcorn at eachother. We then glance over at the TV to see a squirrel spinning around on a bird feader, so my dad grabs a nearby stuffed animal, starts swinging it around wildly, then accidentally lets go and throws it out an open window, and then it lands on the dead of some drunken 75-ish year old man who yells at the window something about smelly tunas in his car. We then get a knock on the door, that guy comes in, asks why we threw a tuna at him, falls over, gets up, then casually walks out the door and into some random person's car. We shut the door, go back upstairs, and not 5 minutes later, we hear somebody else scream something about a wild horde of monkeys throwing **** out the window. The guy from before said he got hit by a flying tuna, then the second guy's just like "well that's ****ed up innit, tunas falling from the sky, the weirdest thing since my car came to life and ran over my wife's pancreas in the driveway". We then proceed to shut the window and burst out laughing.

Drunken old men are funny, and even funnier when AFV gets you in a laughing mood.
 
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Seeing a game company I once loved (Sega) being hit with layoffs recently just makes me feel saddened. Looks like Nintendo may be the only company I can go to anymore despite some of the bad decisions they've made in recent years.

My years of being a gamer may be ending much sooner than I expect it would.
 

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