I'm not good at anything no matter how much I try.
I feel like whites should get a history month in America. There said it now pliz dont kill me.
I honestly wish I was born female sometimes. Sometimes I feel like a girl trapped in a boy's body. I would be more comfortable with myself and feel like I'm more of myself if i was a woman. I don't want to get a sex change though. I don't want it to be artificial. No matter how much a doctor can change my appearance and my hormones I'll still have an X and a Y chromosome. Either way, I've been a male for 17 years. Changing would be too much and I don't think I can confidently go through that decision. I just feel I'd be more comfortable with liking pink or liking 5 Seconds of Summer or liking girly anime if I was a female. This isn't a sexuality thing either. I'm not attracted to males in any way. It's more of an identity thing.
That's why my gender is set as female here. I'm not doing it to be a jerk and trying to confuse you all. I just feel like I'm a female on the Inside so that's what I decided to identify as here.
I don't have class today because the professor is at a funeral of a close friend. I feel glad that there's no class but I feel guilty about feeling glad because, y'know, death.
Did you miss the memo?