Had a meltdown and now i'm having to make an appointment with a therapist because everyone is worried about me... ugh....
Came to a realization today about why my life has been so ****. It's something that's been eating at the back of my mind for a long time but I've been dismissing it because I didn't want it to be the reason. Call it denial I guess. I'm not really sure if I accepted it or not but ever since I sort of gave it some weight, I've been a sobby mess the rest of the day. Just everything is on my nerves and I'm just cracking over the most ridiculous of things.