5/10
these last few days have been so stressful, and weird. I have so much stuff to do, but I'm really at the breaking point mentally now. I'm at that delicate few months in my life that is at the tail end of my social benefits, (which run out next year) so it's this overhanging, stressful, now-or-never feeling of trying to break into the games industry. So I spend all day making games, tweeting, networking, making friends, all of this stressful **** that gives me anxiety that I guess I'm supposed to enjoy but it's like.... it's like I just let go of my own steering wheel.