Weirdly I feel better, I just hope I didn’t waste anyone’s time or made things worse talking about this
Self love is just hard because I just haven’t found what I like about myself yet. It’s a lot of the time hard to find even a single thing, and when my mom tells me how she thinks I’m wonderful, a lot of times it feels undeserved or sugarcoated. And the voices at school get louder and make me feel sometimes backed into a corner. Sometimes I just feel like the person who I really am…is wrong, and isn’t a good person, it makes me worry about what I’m going to be as an adult, but then again, that’s all up to me
Honestly, you're a good person, and it may take a while to realize that.
As long as you love yourself, and treat others with courtesy and respect, you'll be fine.
It feels good to talk these things out, because it shows you're not alone.
Like, I don't get into true crime much, but that one retired detective on ID I love, because his wife suggested he do the show to help with his PTSD.
I dunno, I'm rambling. Point is, you have to learn to love yourself, and anxiety is the worst enemy to that. Definitely talk about these things with someone you can trust unconditionally.